~~Money and Friendship~~
Just came back from futsal.My left leg was aching so badly,my right leg,hell out,pain running through my right ankle.I hate to suffer from all this pain,but what to do??I ain't a GOD,I'm just a human being who is searching for perfection,and making my life as happy as possible.
Well,it's a long story,but let me cut it short.It happened like this.We finished playing futsal and normally,as usual,we will pay half of the fee and the other team pay half.But the matter is that the other team is not willing to pay,simply because they said we lost to them.We really lost anyway,thinking that it was simply just a game,why must we take it so seriously??Why??Our motive was to come,play futsal and enjoy the process of playing.That's it!!
If they wanna play bet,well,they should have told us,which they assumed that they talked to my partner already.I never know any of the betting between both of them,so I walked to them and started arguing with them.I never like to do that,but I never witnessed what both said,why should I pay extra??Why??If they wanna play betting money,I think I'll used up all my energy and fight for success.I'm a person who won't simply give up easily.I didn't,and most of the time,if we bet,both team will just start cracking up anger and emotions,which I don't really like.
I don't mind paying much.In fact,I don't mind who win or who lose,or whatever it is.But why should money be the first priority??Why should money takes our friendship away??Since last time,it had already happened.Most of the time,we won,and they showed their sour face.And if we lose,we do exactly the same to them.Why must it be like that??Why can't friendship comes before money??I don't like the way it goes.
There is no longer trust in our friendship.There is no longer joy or fun.Or maybe life is like that,sometimes you just have to let go something,and something better will soon come to you.I'm not too sure of that.I'm just a devotee of lord buddha.Perhaps I should learn that life is never be permanent,so do friendship.Anyway,I'm a optimist.I'm sure things will change and life will gets better!!!I hope all of you all the best and lady-luck to be with you in the coming years!!!God bless,bye!!~
~~A Brief Encounter with a Westerner~~
Our plan was to go penang this morning but we woke up late this morning.But still,we managed to get things done and go over to penang.I still haven't get a shoe,which my elder brother promised to.We went to Island plaza,with the hope that we will found a right shoe.
Sigh*
We went around,from Nike to Adidas,Fila and all the outlets selling shoes,but can't get one.So my sister and my mum went shopping while we just stand at the side and wait for them.We were tired and lazy to walk anymore!!!While we were resting,a big-sized "ang mo"(westerner) walked passed.I give him a smile.Normally,when I smile at that them,they will just smile at me and walk away.But this man did it another way.He smiled and walked to us.
We started our conversation,which from what I know,he is a friendly and sociable guy.He introduced himself as Rodney.He can even speaks quite fluent Malay.We chit chat-ed for quite somewhile.We talk about hobbies,ambitions,money and so on.We find it quite tough talking with him coz he speaks very fluent english,which I find it hard to understand sometimes,but still, I enjoy learning and exchanging ideas with him.
Rodney is a teacher from Dalat Internation School at KL.He had been staying in Malaysia for 3years.He is 52 years old and still single.There are so many things about him which I would like to share with but I'm tired already!!Tomorrow got school!!I can't wait for it!!!Ok...That's all, till here!!Bye!!!
~~My Birthday,another LATE Surprise!!~~
The other day I mentioned that I had mixed feelings on my birthday.Well,yesterday,which is the day after my birthday,I received yet another surprise!
It was a whole day shopping at Pacific and I feel very lethargic because in the morning,we went to school for football training.I was so comfortable that I layed down on my sofa,watching Tottenham vs Aston Villa.Then,came my sister.She greeted us Happy-Belated-Birthday,which I thought,"Well,it's ok and enough for her to greet me,afterall,to me,a simple greeting and wishing that came from a true heart that matters."But it happened likewised.She gave us a present,wrapped with a few pieces of brochures.I never thought it will be something special.
I even joked to her that,'Hey sister,what is it inside??It must be some kind of cheap thing."
I was shocked.I was surprised.My heart full with excitement the moment I took out the gadget.It was a Sony MP3 player with a capacity of 1GB!!!!Oh my god!!!I was like numb for a few seconds!I never thought my sister would get me something like this.Although she only bought 1 for 2 of us,but it's more than enough.I should be appreciative and thankful for what she had brought to us.Thank You sister!!!
I'm a weak soul.I'm so touched for those who cares for me.While having my bath,I burst out.I wondered why I would cry,but 1 thing I know for sure is that I'll care for those who loves me.Even if it needs to take my life away,I swear to god that I'll do it,for I have no regret knowing them in my life.I love all of you out there.Take Care and God Bless you!!!~
~~Mixed Feelings on my Birthday~~
Before I go off typing,I do really want to say SORRY to all of you for not being able to post anything up lately.My PC still not yet fixed,and library computers,one word to describe it, s**ks!!!!Hahaha....joking"lah".
Anyway,I wish to talk about something which happen yesterday.It was my birthday,19Jan.I'm supposed I should be happy,knowing that it was my birthday.I'm happy but I got a kind of mixed feeling.Most people often celebrate their special day in style.I do not,in the sense that I did not have the party going on and birthday cake to cut.Well,I was not angry at all.In fact,I shouldn't be angry and fight over emotions.
The fateful incident happened when my mum gave me an "Ang Pao".That's the least thing she can do for me,which I couldn't have ask for more.I still remain cool until guilty and rasional thoughts cripples through my mind.My heart cries when I think of her.I know she suffers more than we do on our birthday.That's the day she gave birth to me and my brother.She's the one that brought us to this world,shouldered with responsiblity to feed,and to take care of us till we are grown up.Although she struggles in her life,I know that,but she never grumbles for what happened on her.I can still recall the day when she told me that she had been through lots of tough life but she never blame anyone,neither she herself.She faces obstacles with determination,spirit of Never-Give-Up-Till-The-End.I feel bad right now.
And that's my mixed feelings.Happy but deep down inside my heart,the river of sadness flows.From the very moment on,I remind myself not to be too demanding but to be more obedient son.She often blames on herself for not able to provide us the luxuries,the comfortable surrounding where other parents can easily provide to their children.But that's alright for me.I don't blame my mum for what she can't do,but appreciate for all the hardships she had been through and the efforts she made to give us a better life.I'm proud of her.I swear to god that I'll love her till the day I die.Mum,I love you!!!!~
Folks,life is impermant.Life isn't a bed of roses for everybody.Therefore,cherish the day you had together and enjoy life to the fullest.Don't leave any regrets till the end of your life.That's all!!!See ya all folks!!!!
~~A Turning point of My Life,No lazying around!~~
Heyya buddy!!!~
How's life everyone???Before I begin,I would like to wish everyone out there a VERY Happy Belated New Year 2006!!!~Sorry for not able to post anything up here.
*Stare at you angrily,can't you remember that my PC is DEAD??I can't do anything,and please don't show me your sour face,I don't like it!!!
Hehe!!!Joking anyway!!~
Back to the topic,I'm really sorry"lah".I'll get my computer fixed as soon as possible.I wanted to blog at school but everyone is using the computer,as if fighting for life in war.I don't have the chance to use,nor I would like to use the computer.Know why?It's too lousy!It's really way too Out-of-Date.
*Yik Wen,make a request from the school for more fund to upgrade all the computers!!!*
Well,back 2 school.I was happy of course,coz I was really waiting for this day to arrive.I really want to go back to school,get everything started again and be sure that I pass my exams with flying colours.I can't wait to gain more knowledge.No fooling around here for me anymore.I just can't do "Talk-but-Not-Doing-Anything" things.I cannot be like that.I really want to work hard,I really want to give my best coz,there will no be take two in my school life.It's last year already!!!!I do really want to make my parents proud of me.I do believe I can do it!~
I chatted with my big sista,Kel, just now.She reminds me of how a person can do well,excel in their exam.And yes,I agree with what she said.She taught me a motto,which I would like to share with.
"
Do the Best and God will do the rest".Such a great motto isn't?Well,that's enough to convince me of what I should do for my next step.I don't want to be a loser anymore.I want something that I can be proud of,for god's sake.
So,you guys and gals might not see me online that often anymore.Few habits I should give up on and I already lay-ed down some rules for my ownself which are:
1.No
GAMING2.Not
NO but
LESS Online-ing
3.No
WASTING TIME on TV dramas and movies
I really do hope I can turn over a new leaf and be a better person.I hope with god's guidance,I can.
*crossed my fingers and pray to GOD*
Whew......it's late now.Got to go off.It's sleepies time.See you guys later.Grazie!!!~Tata!!!!Sayonara!!!!Oyasuminasai!~
