I'm TIRED...
Life seems to be on the down side for me right now. I am confused and frustrated over things that happened on me lately. Nothing seems to go right and smoothly for the moment.
I am exhausted and i wish i could have a place of my own right now. I wish nobody will bother me and leave me alone. I wanted to rest, so that i'm able to continue for my next journey. What is wrong to think of my future? What is wrong to dream of my dream? What is wrong of being myself? What is WRONG?
I got hurt over time again and again. I might had hurt others too but i have no intention to do so. Perhaps not everyone else thought so. I'm just being so troublesome out there. I hate what is happening on me. It's not been easy for you too i know, but you must understand that it's not been easy for me too.
I need to balance for the sake of me and you. I need to make sure everything goes right for us. I need to be busy with my future and so many things that i need to do. I yearn for your understanding. I yearn for your love. I yearn for your caring. I yearn for too many things. Perhaps I'm selfish and too dependent on you.
I really hope you understand our situation but guess everything is too late already. We are both different human beings. I'm tired...I need some rest now. Bye!~
A very meaningful birthday
Sorry for posting late regarding my birthday stuff. Haven't got any birthday bash before but that's ok....I got something rather unique and enjoyable outing on my birthday.
Well, guess what...we went on HIKING to penang hill!!!~Woke up at 6 something and fetch my friend from jawi over to penang. Reached penang around 7.15 and fetched my friends from Uni and by the time we reached botanical garden was about 8am. Somebody is nagging and mumbling,keke!!~
We went up using the wrong route, so a few of my friends found it hard and had tired legs as well. The journey towards the 84th hill took around 2hours. Although everyone seems to be that tired, but to be honest, i find it enjoying as the atmosphere there was soothing and it takes me to unwind all my stress.
After hiking we went for breakfast at gurney drive. Dim Sum was the food of the day. Guess everyone enjoy it.
Although i do not have any birthday party or many people to celebrate with me, i wish things to be simple as this. I love things to be simple. I want to thank those friend that really accompany me on that day and thanks for the birthday present. I love it and thanks again!!~
Tomorrow is my B-I-R-T-H-D-A-Y
Good morning guys!~Wish you all are in pink health all the time. I guess I did write on this post before regarding how and what is the meaning of my birthday. I remembered of saying that birthday is just like any other day as i do not celebrate it very merrily. Yes, birthday means the day when i came to this new world. Birthday is where i took all my courages to come out from my mum's womb.
Well, i know these are something that is worth celebrating about but what about
DEATH? I mean when somebody was born, we were happy at his/her birth right? but what if someone is
DEAD? Sadness conquered all our veins. You see, when we were trying to come out from our mum's womb, it takes all her courage, takes all her pain as well to born us. Do you know how much pain they have to bare?
Of course, celebrating birthday has become a norm in our society since our ancient days. Some celebrate in styles, while others might just have a piece of cake, family together and a birthday present as well, but there are some too that
DO NOT celebrate their birthday at all!!~
For all the people out there, i sincerely urged that we must be grateful and appreciative that god gives a good way to live our life. Life is full of ups and downs. For the one who cherish life, i solute and respect you and hopefully you will be the role model for the youngs one. For the one who are undecided to cherish or being unconcern about what is life all about, i wish you could learn from the elders and that we must know what is right and what is wrong. Think what is best for you own. That is my advice for you. As for the unfilial, unappreciative and ungrateful, i wish nothing but hell for you. I am not wanting to curse or to say bad about you, but please, learn to cherish for once in your life time!~
See you guys out there!~
A glimmer of light, A glimmer of hope
I wish there would be light, so that it enlightens me to a better road. Life is terrible at times but you just have to get over it. Hoping that life will be better, and that i could do whatever in my command to bring love to my another half. It is not easy as being said. I wish i could do lot more.
There is hope. There is life. Miracle will happens. That is what i used to tell myself. I do not know what i am writing. Just feel like crapping something out of nothing. Perhaps i am venting my own frustration on this little heartless tool that i am doing!~Thanks!~
Till now.Take care!~
Business D-O-N-E
Good evening guys. The mood of writing has come, and so here i am.Hehe!!!~ Ok...I wanted to write about the boss that i have met just now when we visited his shop around noon time.
The story goes like this. After class finished at 11a.m., we went straight to Sri Wonder to meet up with the boss so that we could tell him more about what we want from him and what he expects from us. Well, he was not there when we arrived. Nevermind anyway, his staff was there and i thought she is quite hospitable. While we were waiting for the boss, we looked around the stuffs(Ornaments, accessories and so on) that were displayed in the shop.
The scary part was when he arrived at his shop, i was abit shy but still went up to greet him first as i am the
LEADER of our group. He looked more like Ah Beng, Ah Seng those type. And the way he look at people and that kind of speaking and body language makes me fill uneasy. But when everything seems to go wrong, when everything is kind of awkward, things seem to turn out the other way. In fact, he speaks about his business and career quite professionally and the best part was i knew he is that kind of people who will succeed in life. I guess i need to learn more from him.
The selections of stuffs took about 1 hour and more. I was glad that the consignment was done. For at least we need not have to worry about nothing to sell. Anyway, for those who are interested in buying great ornaments, latest fashion ear rings and stuffs like that, you may contact me via email @ tanweifu@hotmail.com or through my phone number, 0194732399. Thank you and have a good day!Bye!
Inspiration from a friend, Goh Kae Vin
I was at Istimewa Nasi Kandar that moment when one of my best pal, Goh Kae Vin sent me a message. The conversation continued with stuffs like greetings,wishings and so on. Something crossed my mind when he mentioned about blogging.
It was like ages since i came back to blog. That kind of lame excuse that i was using had,by far,been quite frequent. The reason was that I do not have time to blog. It was as simple as that till i realized that life is not always about rejecting and regretting something which is or might be important in our lives.
I realized that blogging can be like what my friend did mentioned was that blogging is a bridge towards building a better relationships or friendships. Blogging, as far as i am concerned, made us aware and notice about the people around us. It creates a better bond between someone you are close with or not. There are times that we should realize that life is not just about making money, enjoy clubbing, stabbing each others but life can be as meaningful as it can be when we blog.
It was a magic of inspirations again from my friend that proved to be so much important that make learnt a lesson once again. I hope i would not be too late to start learning so much about life again. I have so much things that i would like to share with all of you out there, whether is it strangers or my closest friends. I would like to take this opportunity as well to wish all the people out there the very best of luck in the new year of 2008. May luck and life gets better for all of you.
See you in the shortest time again. Goodbye!!~
