Miami Skyline: I'm TIRED...

Friday, January 25, 2008

I'm TIRED...

Life seems to be on the down side for me right now. I am confused and frustrated over things that happened on me lately. Nothing seems to go right and smoothly for the moment.

I am exhausted and i wish i could have a place of my own right now. I wish nobody will bother me and leave me alone. I wanted to rest, so that i'm able to continue for my next journey. What is wrong to think of my future? What is wrong to dream of my dream? What is wrong of being myself? What is WRONG?

I got hurt over time again and again. I might had hurt others too but i have no intention to do so. Perhaps not everyone else thought so. I'm just being so troublesome out there. I hate what is happening on me. It's not been easy for you too i know, but you must understand that it's not been easy for me too.

I need to balance for the sake of me and you. I need to make sure everything goes right for us. I need to be busy with my future and so many things that i need to do. I yearn for your understanding. I yearn for your love. I yearn for your caring. I yearn for too many things. Perhaps I'm selfish and too dependent on you.

I really hope you understand our situation but guess everything is too late already. We are both different human beings. I'm tired...I need some rest now. Bye!~