Miami Skyline: ~~Money and Friendship~~

Wednesday, January 25, 2006

~~Money and Friendship~~

Just came back from futsal.My left leg was aching so badly,my right leg,hell out,pain running through my right ankle.I hate to suffer from all this pain,but what to do??I ain't a GOD,I'm just a human being who is searching for perfection,and making my life as happy as possible.

Well,it's a long story,but let me cut it short.It happened like this.We finished playing futsal and normally,as usual,we will pay half of the fee and the other team pay half.But the matter is that the other team is not willing to pay,simply because they said we lost to them.We really lost anyway,thinking that it was simply just a game,why must we take it so seriously??Why??Our motive was to come,play futsal and enjoy the process of playing.That's it!!

If they wanna play bet,well,they should have told us,which they assumed that they talked to my partner already.I never know any of the betting between both of them,so I walked to them and started arguing with them.I never like to do that,but I never witnessed what both said,why should I pay extra??Why??If they wanna play betting money,I think I'll used up all my energy and fight for success.I'm a person who won't simply give up easily.I didn't,and most of the time,if we bet,both team will just start cracking up anger and emotions,which I don't really like.

I don't mind paying much.In fact,I don't mind who win or who lose,or whatever it is.But why should money be the first priority??Why should money takes our friendship away??Since last time,it had already happened.Most of the time,we won,and they showed their sour face.And if we lose,we do exactly the same to them.Why must it be like that??Why can't friendship comes before money??I don't like the way it goes.

There is no longer trust in our friendship.There is no longer joy or fun.Or maybe life is like that,sometimes you just have to let go something,and something better will soon come to you.I'm not too sure of that.I'm just a devotee of lord buddha.Perhaps I should learn that life is never be permanent,so do friendship.Anyway,I'm a optimist.I'm sure things will change and life will gets better!!!I hope all of you all the best and lady-luck to be with you in the coming years!!!God bless,bye!!~