Another Incident that tear my heart away!~
You know what i am trying to say from the title i had posted.It was a fateful morning.Everything was going fine.My mood was nice throughout the morning when so in a sudden we came to "talk" about the money left need to pay for the school magazine's advertisements.We were suppose to collect a mere 2k plus for our own class itself.Well,some made an effort to find,some did not.And so in the end we collected about 2k plus and all left was RM270,which is going to be divided for those who did not take the initiative to find the ad.
Nothing seems to be good when come to talk about MONEY.Again,money the master.Then,there was a girl who is furious because she did not want to pay as she and her friend took the initiative to find the ad.Fine,i let her go the first time she argued with us.I try to cool myself down,knowing that she might really get her minds cleared and come back to negotiate nicely with us.She did not.When she came back,she was in boiling water.She got mad and started to argue without rasional thoughts.I fought back.I don't like the attitude,the way she spoke.She too,don't like mine.To be honest,i was really harsh at that moment because i can't stand it anymore.
I talk to others.I want the best solution good for both parties.We came to a solution,which I think is good for both and to end this sega.Another girl suggested that she will pay the RM13.50 because she admitted she really did not take the initiative to find ad.I went on to tell another girl.She was sitting right near there and she heard what we talked about.She went mad again.I told her to cool herself down.I admitted i was wrong for what i did just now.I spoke too harsh and i apologized.Another thing i did is to ask her really put up her thinking cap and think of what she had done just now.She was wrong also but she don't want to admit her wrongly act.She stand firm on her decision.When something happened,do you think most of the time only a party that made the fault?I must say everything happened for reasons.When something happened,it might be both at faults too right?
We continued to argue.I chatted with my friends.Everyone has their own opinions.Some agreed with what i have said,some did not.I burst out moments later.I tried not to cry but tears keep rolling down my cheek.It was my 2nd time sobbing in school.I don't want others to see my weaker side but i'm not strong enough to hold back.They saw me cried.I cried because my intention is to solve the problem and hope that we will all be friends again.I just hope there will be peace and harmony.I don't want to lose either of them in my life.To me,to be able to be friends in this life is destine.We should cherish our friendship and not taking it for granted.Why must all my good rasional thoughts being turn down,again and again?Why people misunderstood for what i'm trying to tell?My eyes were all red.I didn't bother anyone around me.I just wanted to cry it out so badly that i could feel better.
Someone must have told her.When the english period over,she came to me,explain and apologize.And after the explanation,it was another MISUNDERSTOOD.She told me something which i'm not able to write out here.She was annoyed about something.I apologized to her.Although there's a crack in between our friendship,i sincerely hope that everyone of us will take the initiative to mend the scar that reminds us about what had happened in our past.Friends for All,Friends for Life.Take care!~Bye!
posted by ImGodsLove @ 8:03 AM
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