I'm such a JERK~
What is happening lately?Why is it everything seems to go wrong to me these few days?I am getting lost.I am starting to hate myself.It happened on the last saturday during the farewell dinner for our school principal.I made a very unforgivable mistake.Everything goes well until the end of the dinner when we were about to go home.
Ok,i will make it short and simple.There are six of us going back in a car.My brother drives because i drove there earlier.Moreover,they said i am drunk(I had a couple of beer during the dinner)but it was all not true.I was not drunk,i am still alert of what happening around.Alright,forget that.When we were about to go into the car,i look at the backseat and thought of whether it's going to be packed behind.If someone who is "chubby" can sit in front,then i would not mind sitting behind to squeeze with them,afterall,it might be more comfortable.My intention was simple.Am i wrong at that?
So i asked a friend of mine,which is a girl,whether she would not mind sitting in front because she is "more chubby" than i am.My intention of being good was turned down.Apparently,she started to get furious and annoyed.She asked me not to look back.Tears started to roll down her cheeks.I did not know my good intention end up made her cry.Guilty aroused me.Feeling sorry,i turned back again and apologize to her but she just shut me down.She just did not want anyone to disturb her.I did not give up.I send her a message again telling her i was not intend to offend her but she did not bother about it.
She fetch me to school everyday.I feel so bad seeing her today.I do not know how to face her.I wanted it to be usual,to make things like it never happen before but i just could not do so.Perhaps,i need time.And she,too,need a bit of time to get things off her mind.I am so sorry my friend.I did not know saying you "big size" will make you feel offended and insulted.I truly sincerely apologize to you.
*"Bowed 180degrees,SORRY!~"*
Everyone makes mistakes.I hope we learn from mistake and learn to forgive ppl's mistake.That's all i want to say.Till then see you and Bye bye!!~
posted by ImGodsLove @ 11:42 PM
Comments: 7
