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Second Day at Work...

2008-02-01T16:37:00.000-08:00

Today is going to be my second day at work as an Estee Lauder's promoter. It was kind of enjoying as i get to know more about what most girls fond of making them prettier and prettier. You see, Estee Lauder not only sell perfumes and cosmetics,but they do come out with lotion, cleanser, body lotion and etc. Honestly speaking, little do i not know so much about the products that girls or ladies have been using so frequently in our 21st century until i came across working as promoter here.

I realize that cleaning our face not only by using cleanser and apply in on our face and wash it off that simple. Cleaning our face meaning also using cleanser, toner, moisturiser and etc. There are so many steps and things that we have to do in order to keep our face fresh, clean and refreshing. As for ladies or girls who use make-up, there are alot of things that can be applied. And for each product, there are different of applications and the results are different too, but of most come with great results if you follow the advices given by the professionals.

The fun part of being a promoter is that how we approach the customer and persuade them to buy. This is something quite familiar with me since long long time ago, and that what even raises my confidence is that I studied communications, which come quite a helping hand for me, as i get to polish my skills and applies it from what i had studied. What matters the customers to buy is not all just about persuading them to buy and to promote and say all the good things about the products, but we have to give them a choice, let them know what we have and thus by using your own mastered-skills, influences them to purchase your product.

And, of course, the ways you approach your customer and being nice to them are all important. I enjoy my job and hope that i can increase my sales volume so that i am able to get the incentives and the pay that worth what i have done to the company. See you!!Take care y'all and Happy Chinese New Year!~

I'm TIRED...

2008-01-25T17:59:00.000-08:00

Life seems to be on the down side for me right now. I am confused and frustrated over things that happened on me lately. Nothing seems to go right and smoothly for the moment.

I am exhausted and i wish i could have a place of my own right now. I wish nobody will bother me and leave me alone. I wanted to rest, so that i'm able to continue for my next journey. What is wrong to think of my future? What is wrong to dream of my dream? What is wrong of being myself? What is WRONG?

I got hurt over time again and again. I might had hurt others too but i have no intention to do so. Perhaps not everyone else thought so. I'm just being so troublesome out there. I hate what is happening on me. It's not been easy for you too i know, but you must understand that it's not been easy for me too.

I need to balance for the sake of me and you. I need to make sure everything goes right for us. I need to be busy with my future and so many things that i need to do. I yearn for your understanding. I yearn for your love. I yearn for your caring. I yearn for too many things. Perhaps I'm selfish and too dependent on you.

I really hope you understand our situation but guess everything is too late already. We are both different human beings. I'm tired...I need some rest now. Bye!~

A very meaningful birthday

2008-01-21T01:18:00.000-08:00

Sorry for posting late regarding my birthday stuff. Haven't got any birthday bash before but that's ok....I got something rather unique and enjoyable outing on my birthday.

Well, guess what...we went on HIKING to penang hill!!!~Woke up at 6 something and fetch my friend from jawi over to penang. Reached penang around 7.15 and fetched my friends from Uni and by the time we reached botanical garden was about 8am. Somebody is nagging and mumbling,keke!!~

We went up using the wrong route, so a few of my friends found it hard and had tired legs as well. The journey towards the 84th hill took around 2hours. Although everyone seems to be that tired, but to be honest, i find it enjoying as the atmosphere there was soothing and it takes me to unwind all my stress.

After hiking we went for breakfast at gurney drive. Dim Sum was the food of the day. Guess everyone enjoy it.

Although i do not have any birthday party or many people to celebrate with me, i wish things to be simple as this. I love things to be simple. I want to thank those friend that really accompany me on that day and thanks for the birthday present. I love it and thanks again!!~

Tomorrow is my B-I-R-T-H-D-A-Y

2008-01-17T17:27:00.000-08:00

Good morning guys!~Wish you all are in pink health all the time. I guess I did write on this post before regarding how and what is the meaning of my birthday. I remembered of saying that birthday is just like any other day as i do not celebrate it very merrily. Yes, birthday means the day when i came to this new world. Birthday is where i took all my courages to come out from my mum's womb.

Well, i know these are something that is worth celebrating about but what about DEATH? I mean when somebody was born, we were happy at his/her birth right? but what if someone is DEAD? Sadness conquered all our veins. You see, when we were trying to come out from our mum's womb, it takes all her courage, takes all her pain as well to born us. Do you know how much pain they have to bare?

Of course, celebrating birthday has become a norm in our society since our ancient days. Some celebrate in styles, while others might just have a piece of cake, family together and a birthday present as well, but there are some too that DO NOT celebrate their birthday at all!!~

For all the people out there, i sincerely urged that we must be grateful and appreciative that god gives a good way to live our life. Life is full of ups and downs. For the one who cherish life, i solute and respect you and hopefully you will be the role model for the youngs one. For the one who are undecided to cherish or being unconcern about what is life all about, i wish you could learn from the elders and that we must know what is right and what is wrong. Think what is best for you own. That is my advice for you. As for the unfilial, unappreciative and ungrateful, i wish nothing but hell for you. I am not wanting to curse or to say bad about you, but please, learn to cherish for once in your life time!~

See you guys out there!~

A glimmer of light, A glimmer of hope

2008-01-13T09:45:00.000-08:00

I wish there would be light, so that it enlightens me to a better road. Life is terrible at times but you just have to get over it. Hoping that life will be better, and that i could do whatever in my command to bring love to my another half. It is not easy as being said. I wish i could do lot more.

There is hope. There is life. Miracle will happens. That is what i used to tell myself. I do not know what i am writing. Just feel like crapping something out of nothing. Perhaps i am venting my own frustration on this little heartless tool that i am doing!~Thanks!~

Till now.Take care!~

Business D-O-N-E

2008-01-07T01:58:00.000-08:00

Good evening guys. The mood of writing has come, and so here i am.Hehe!!!~ Ok...I wanted to write about the boss that i have met just now when we visited his shop around noon time.

The story goes like this. After class finished at 11a.m., we went straight to Sri Wonder to meet up with the boss so that we could tell him more about what we want from him and what he expects from us. Well, he was not there when we arrived. Nevermind anyway, his staff was there and i thought she is quite hospitable. While we were waiting for the boss, we looked around the stuffs(Ornaments, accessories and so on) that were displayed in the shop.

The scary part was when he arrived at his shop, i was abit shy but still went up to greet him first as i am the LEADER of our group. He looked more like Ah Beng, Ah Seng those type. And the way he look at people and that kind of speaking and body language makes me fill uneasy. But when everything seems to go wrong, when everything is kind of awkward, things seem to turn out the other way. In fact, he speaks about his business and career quite professionally and the best part was i knew he is that kind of people who will succeed in life. I guess i need to learn more from him.

The selections of stuffs took about 1 hour and more. I was glad that the consignment was done. For at least we need not have to worry about nothing to sell. Anyway, for those who are interested in buying great ornaments, latest fashion ear rings and stuffs like that, you may contact me via email @ tanweifu@hotmail.com or through my phone number, 0194732399. Thank you and have a good day!Bye!

Inspiration from a friend, Goh Kae Vin

2008-01-04T09:22:00.000-08:00

I was at Istimewa Nasi Kandar that moment when one of my best pal, Goh Kae Vin sent me a message. The conversation continued with stuffs like greetings,wishings and so on. Something crossed my mind when he mentioned about blogging.

It was like ages since i came back to blog. That kind of lame excuse that i was using had,by far,been quite frequent. The reason was that I do not have time to blog. It was as simple as that till i realized that life is not always about rejecting and regretting something which is or might be important in our lives.

I realized that blogging can be like what my friend did mentioned was that blogging is a bridge towards building a better relationships or friendships. Blogging, as far as i am concerned, made us aware and notice about the people around us. It creates a better bond between someone you are close with or not. There are times that we should realize that life is not just about making money, enjoy clubbing, stabbing each others but life can be as meaningful as it can be when we blog.

It was a magic of inspirations again from my friend that proved to be so much important that make learnt a lesson once again. I hope i would not be too late to start learning so much about life again. I have so much things that i would like to share with all of you out there, whether is it strangers or my closest friends. I would like to take this opportunity as well to wish all the people out there the very best of luck in the new year of 2008. May luck and life gets better for all of you.

See you in the shortest time again. Goodbye!!~

Tears and Fear

2007-01-03T06:01:00.000-08:00

Tears and Fear are my obstacles in life.It breaks my heart whenever i come to think of this matter.I tried so hard not to,but guess i just could not control my mind and my heart.

It has been almost a week since i came back from Genting.So many fond memories,sweet days that i wish god would stop that moment there forever.However,still the clock ticking away and i know i could not turn back the time but to cherish those moment for the rest of my life.It was such a heavy heart when i was about to send her back to Kuala Lumpur.I tried to control my tears,which i managed to while sending her to the bus station.

I walked back to the lobby and sat alone with another friend of mine.I thought everything would be alright as i know i still have plenty of time to meet her up again.However,I just could not control my feelings.I cried it out,wondering how great it is if things would stop there forever.I know it is impossible.I was hopeful that miracle would happen...guess i am stupid to think it that way huh?

How should I describe a person who cries easily?Does anyone know the suitable words or phrases to describe such person?I did not cry once,but while on the bus back to Penang,I cried again.I might seems to be a useless person,or a person who is not as strong as i am supposed to be,but i just could not help crying out.Perhaps that is the best solution to make me feel better.Or is that god wants me to cry it out just like that??I don't know!!!~

I fear of losing my precious in life.Even a little thing,i would be upset for days.I fear of things that came into my life,brought me joy,laughters and suddenly walked out of my life.I don't like the way it is but is this all part and parcel of life?Is it so that everyone should go through all this?Guess i have the answer for myself.How about you my dear friend?Have you put up your thinking cap and think of this?I hope you get the right answer for your ownself!!~God bless you guys!~

~Sharing my Starbucks Experience~

2006-12-13T08:07:00.000-08:00

Hey there!How is everyone lately?It seems so that everyone is busy looking job elsewhere to earn more pocket money,or there are still some who is still lazying around at home?(No hard feelings yo!~)

Sharing my Starbucks Experience is to share my experience working in Starbucks,no matter regarding the job that i am working or the memories that i have with the partners and of course our customers.

I have alot of great memories to share with you guys out there but time do not allow me to do so.Therefore,i will try to make it short and simple and that i will go through with you those that carved deep down inside my heart.

Of course,working in Starbucks means you will meet different kind of people.There are people who is fussy,annoying and mean.However,i will not forget those who treated us kindly and be appreciated for what we had done for them.There was one incident happened just recently.I was working and there was one where he was having somekind of connection problem,maybe due to his computer settings or whatsoever.As a Barista,we would definitely help to solve their problems.I went on to ask another customer for help but still it did not workout.

However,he did not show his sour face but appreciated for what we had done for him.I remembered he said,"Thank you,I appreciate that."I was like in heaven for a moment.I can be honest that i did not ever receive this kind of feedback before for once in my life,even is,it would be like "Thank you",that's all.

This guy somehow show his token of appreciation and i felt so happy that someone out there who recognized our job and responded sincerely the way we treated him/her.

I met him again today.He walked over and greeted me.Through the short conversation,i get to know that his name is Jerry.I would say Jerry is a nice guy,and of course a great customer as well as one would always expect for.He was on a move and i too on my way back home.I hope to meet him again because he made my day felt so great.I hope he felt that too,either way.

In terms of the fussy one,i would not write much about it as i do not like to critisize or stabbing people's back for saying them that way.I would expect and hope that they notice their bad attitude themselves and give more attention to what supposely they have to do to become a better person,or a better customer themselves. I did notice there is one lady who used to be our partners.She is fussy,grumbling and complaining about our drinks all the time.
But still,we tried our best to respond to her complaints and hopefully we did manage to lift up to her expectations.

Guess that is all for now.It is time to call it a day.Thanks for visiting my blog.I will keep you guys rolling!~Bye!~Take care!~

It has been so long...~

2006-12-08T02:07:00.000-08:00

Hello hello!!~

How do you guys and gals been doing so far???I hope everything is great for all of you!!~

Its been so long since i last visit my blog again.Not too sure what makes me come back here to write again,perhaps to improve a better english and to be able to write well is what motivates me.And yeah,there is a lot of things that I would like to resort it out here. Just to let you guys know what is happening around me during these few months.

I had so many things to tell!~Hmm...so what first?Well,just completed my secondary school life and finished our major STPM!!!We have been waiting this day to arrive.Guess we had done it our best and live no regrets!~Life is always starts with trying,endure the pain and later savour the joyfulness.We might not always be the one that suffers all the time.I do believe great future await us and that we will enjoy the finest things someday in our life.

Another thing is to let you guys know that i had a relationship with a girl now.Her name is Fau Hoay Shuang. It seems that she made me feel love again.Before meeting her,I do not have any confident and courage in loving anyone anymore.There are so many circumstances that hold me back and that i do not feel wanting to love and being love again.I do not know just why I do have the urge to sms her,to see her,to love her.Perhaps is all in god's ultimate plan.I know HE always have the best for me!!~

Life is much more easier when someone hold you by your side.I feel being pampered.I feel loved.So much feeling that one could ever yearn for.I knew she tried hard to provide caring,love and affection for me.However,i do make her cry at times.Although she looks cool physically,but deep down inside her heart,i knew that she is enduring as much pain as i do.I wish I could be by her side but things just do not happen the way i wanted to.I could only be by her side sometimes,or to pray and to wish her happy always.

Although we are parting away soon(She will be moving to KL and I will be in Penang),but I do believe our heart will stick close together.I realized distance is a very big issue.I ran out of ideas thinking of this problem at times but i do believe god has it own plan.I knew I am doing the right thing for god's sake.Hopefully it will come out good for the both of us.I am worried of her as most of you know that she has all the package a guy dream for.I just could not help thinking how people will do to take her away from me.I am so afraid of all these but the least I could is to have faith in her.I knew what she will do if i meant to be someone important in her life.

I wish I could do more for her,but realizing the fact that I can not do to please her make me feel useless and irresponsible.I just hope that in time to come i can spend more time with her and that make her feel secure.I do not want to talk crap but to walk the talk.Action is what all that matters!!~

Last but not least,I hope she always remember that no matter how much she is suffering out there,there is always a place for her to come to, a shoulder for her to lean on, and a pair of ears to listen to her problems.I swear to god that i will take whatever in my command to minimize her suffering and that I am willing to put my life at stake no matter what to provide the best for her in life!~I love you Hoay Shuang!~

p/s:Wishing everyone best of luck and god bless you all!~

Regards,

Jason a.k.a. KingJ a.k.a Wei Fu

~Re-cycled~

2006-07-22T20:03:00.000-07:00

~Re-cycled~(Gui3 Yu4 translated in chinese) is just like any other ghost film.To being honest,I don't enjoy ghost film for the fact that I'll imagine and putting myself into that horror situation.I hated eerie places,graveyard,cemetary,and the list goes on.This does not mean I'm chicky or being too coward,just that that kind of feeling is absolutely taking my heart away.Anyway,after enjoying much of the scene of the film,I would rate them as the best ever ghost film I have watched in my life,for now,of course.Thanks to the director for it great plot setting and interesting storyline,and also our local made superstar,Lee Sin Jie,who never looks dull overall in that movie.

What makes me so loved this film is that it is not just like any of those ghost movies that means to frighten people or whatsoever.I find it meaningful,which is something we can learn in our life.I was on the verge of bursting out in the cineplex for the first time in my life.Thank god,I hold my breath well and did manage to control my tears.I cried in my heart.You guys might wonder why i'm so sensible or rather emotional,but that is the true of me.That is Tan Wei Fu.

So,go watch it.You might feel a little boring,dull at the very first beginning,but I can almost be certain that you will keep your eyeballs open till the end of the show.Enjoy!~

~We are the Champion,We are the Champion......of the World!~

2006-07-17T00:24:00.001-07:00

It's early in the morning.I'm getting myself prepared for the inter-class futsal tournament which will be held at the Aspenstar in Pacific later.

Moments later,we arrived there around 9.30a.m.It was getting crowded and packed.I don't really enjoy the environment there due to the stuffy air and the numbers of people in such a small area.I had no choice.I changed my boots as quickly as possible so that I don't have to rush for time.

I was ordered by the teacher to put up the schedule on the glass cupboard but didn't notice when and where we will be playing later.I only get to know from my friend afterthat that we will be playing in the knockout match after almost 10rounds!~Omg......can you imagine how sickening it is for people like me who is so passionate towards football to wait almost few hours?My legs are getting itchy,I just can't wait to get down the pitch and play!!!!!!!!!!

Finally,the time has arrived.It was our time to "rock" the pitch.I am not going too far into detail about the matches we played because it's boring!~Hehe!~Anyway,we won the first match.It was lady luck that help us won the most important match i'm supposed.We won by toasing the coin.My heart was pounding.........

We marched on towards the championship title with an "own goal" from the opponent.My Utopia United Football Club(UUFC) teammate,Teck Hong,put the ball into his own net after an intention to kick the ball into our half,but only to be denied by his own teammate.It was not a great display and well deserved victory for us as we did not score any goal.We scrapped through another match,this time,by winning the penalty shootout.

After 3 hardfought-cum-lucky matches,we finally reached the final.Our opponent was L6A2,if i'm not mistaken.We won by a margin of 2-nil.My brother and I were the scorer.We scored at last.It was simply awesome display by a team who never played together,and neither do we touch the ball for weeks.Before we left the pitch,we made a circle and screamed.......U6Ace2!!!~

It was my second successive win in the intra-class futsal tournament.I knew exactly how the feeling is.I will savour any moment of the joyfulness.We went to watch Recycle afterthat.I think i'll write another post regarding the movie if time allows.Right now,ciao!~

Savour the Gratification~

2006-07-02T01:04:00.000-07:00

I thought i will not be posting for somewhile.I thought I would have time to leave my blog alone.Well,it is not going to happen for the moment because I found things to write again.

It was a truly gratifying day as I started off resorting my blog.We went for breakfast early morning and sent YaoHua home.My mom want us to help out at the charity fair,so we went.It was a simple occasion with stalls setting up along the car park of BM country club.The charity fair drawn a lot of people from all walks of life.Both of us were asked to help out at the Myanmese booth,which we did not hesistate to do so.We had numerous of experiences before,so trying to promote and selling the food is just a piece of cake.It was a big success,a great self-satisfaction when someone come to buy the things you are selling.

Through out the day,we learnt a few words from the Myanmese.They teaches us their mother tougue,and likewise,we teach them ours.Sometimes,confusion and misunderstanding occurs when they do not get what we mean.It was tough but learning and trying so hard to explain were indeed a new thing to learn.That is how we slowly build up the foundation of friendship that lies in our very true heart.No discrimination,no hatred,no negative thoughts that lingers in our minds.All we knew was to make friends that is honest.

Being twins has drawn the crowd to visit our stall.Most of the customers that come over would well be shocked when they knew we were twins.Apart from the Myanmese,there are also aunties,uncles that i include them in my circle of friends.It was great to get to know more people is it not?

Sweats rolled down as I continued to busy packing ther food for the customers.It was tiring,but all these changed when you tasted the great acheivement that you never thought you can do.Simply awesome!

We waved goodbye after hours of doing the charitable work.A sense of gratitude appeared to have conquered all my tiredness.Tired,but come to think of it,you feel proud of what you have contributed to the society,to mankind.

Till here.Bye!~

Resting awhile......

2006-06-30T06:42:00.000-07:00

It has been awhile my friends.Sorry for not keeping it up-to-date.Gosh!I am so fond of saying sorry these days,even my PA(Pengajian Am) teacher said so.

Well,hereby to let you all know that I will be putting my blog on hold for days until I am back in the mood of writing again.For the moment,I just need more rest,physically and mentally.So tensed up lately.Moreover,there is not much thing i can resort in the blog.I need something "special" happens,only then my magic will work.Right now,healing my mana and hopefully everything will get better,both me and you!~

For now,adios amigo and gracias(Thank You) for reading.

With Love,

KingJ a.k.a. Tan Wei Fu

Yet another formiddable VIctory!~

2006-05-18T06:22:00.000-07:00

I was supposed to post this thread earlier.Sorry,just don't have the mood few days back!~

It was a sunny day.It was a day where the two greats fight against each other,hunger for sweet victory against any opposite opponent.

The match started off moments later when both side finished "hand-shakes" and "teamtalk".It was a common thing done by neither school,nor the biggest football club in the world.

We fell behind only minutes just after the match started.It was so sickening to see all that happened,but thank god,we never gave up.We equalize through Ah Ban's goal after a great cross from the corner by Wei Ze.Then,the vital moment arrived when my friend were brought down in the penalty box.The referee did not hesistate and point at the spot.Penalty!~It's my duty to covert it but i fail.I manage to stumble the keeper,but only to be denied by the post.Gosh!!~I was like,"Damn!I have to blame on my mistake if we lose!~

I don't want it to happen.I want a victory,for both myself and my team.Finally,i managed to score when my brother tried on a 50-50 header close to the penalty box.The ball went past both of them and i send the ball cooly into the net.2-1.It doesn't last long,they peg back immediately through their strikeforce.2-2 before going into half-time.

Second half started.Both teams showed great teamworks and determined to win for their own team.We didn't have to wait long to make it 3-2 after a full-stretched save from the keeper,but only to leave the ball in front of the net.I was at the right time,right position to poke the ball into the net.3-2 on the scoresheet.Another goal came from my friend,Kong,when the keeper fumbled from the freekick,resulting a goal for our team.That's the first time we scored from freekicks.

I completed the rout to make it 5-2 after a few great passes from the right.My friend sent a great cross and i volleyed a thundereous strike into the net.Keeper had no chance.I considered that as my best goal ever scored.The opponent managed to pull another back after a silly mistake by our goalkeeper.

The referee later showed a red card to the opposite captain,reducing them down to 10men.The guy was rude.He whacked my friend's face.Aikz!~It's just a game bro!~Final whistled and we gain a sweet revenge on them!

I'm the leading scorer on the Top Scorer chart for the time being,having been 6 goals in my pocket.Hopefully i'll keep on scoring in the coming match.I'm very sorry for my missed penalty.I make amend by scoring another 2,which is very vital for our team.Sorry!!and thank for those who came to support!~Bye~!~

POEM

2006-05-12T23:47:00.000-07:00

I wrote this post on behalf of my godsister,Kel.She will be leaving for US soon.She must be driving towards her dream as she had told me before that her dream was to enter the world's most prestigious university,Harvard University.I think she had done whatever thing to make all this happens.Good Luck Sister!~

Although in years to come,I'll never had a chance to meet her,which I had long for ages ago.Nevermind,god knows.We will meet each other some other day.Before she left,she wrote me a poem.A great one from such a wonderful poet.I wish to share with all of you out there.Here it goes:

If I was one thing, I'd be a candle
Lighting the way so you can handle
Your life easier without woes
Not having to fight with your foes.
I'd help keep you from stumbling over
Things blocking your path to an open door.
If I light your path, life is easier,
Even strong winds, my light will not deter.
No matter what, I'm here for you
To cheer you up when you are blue.
Do not fret when times get tough,
If things look down or kind of rough.
Just remember, I'm always here,
In your heart, close and near.
I will help you out in every way,
Happiness and love in your heart will stay.
Don't blow me out, that's one request
Unless it's me you do detest.
I do not try to hurt anyone
That isn't good or any fun.
But one day you may leave me behind
You may no longer need my light to shine.
If that day comes, go on your way
And I will hope to see you again one day.
If one day, I don't appear,
Do not worry, do not fear
I may be gone, but in your heart
The light I gave you did not depart.
It will be there forever and a day
To always bring happiness and light your way.
Farewell for now, I'm needed elsewhere
If your path grows dark, in your heart, I'm there.
So I'm really not gone, just not seen,
I would not leave, I'm not that mean.
Only one simple request that I must say,
Please, never forget those who lit your way.

A token of appreciation to my sister,Kel.I'll be missing you.Bon Voyage!~

~Hat-trick Hero~

2006-04-28T21:26:00.000-07:00

Whew!It was a great day.A day i'll never ever leave it out of my life.It was our opening match against Jit Sin independent in our second time bidding to win the Kwang Hwa Yit Poh's cup.We wanted to win it so badly.

Thank god.We did it in style against the debutant.I was nervous because mounting pressure on both my brother and I do deliver the goals.We need to win.We need to qualify as first in the group so that we do not have to play another round in the play-off.

In the very first beginning,we tried to break the deadlock.We squandered a few chances to be in front.We had a few great passes but lack the vital 1--->Finishing touches.God bless us,they too,missed a few chances.They hit the post once and misses some chances in close range.The ball just went wide as so it'll never get near the goal post.

The vital moment came when the opponent's defender missed the ball when my brother was trying to pass it to me at his area.I prove to be strong enough to get the ball going and shoot it low past the goalkeeper into the net.1-0.I was on cloud nine.Deadlock was brokened.The crowd applauded and screamed in joy.

Moments later,I scored another 1.This time i was at the right position.The ball came right to me,i controlled it well,shoot the ball but was well-saved by the keeper's leg.Thank god,it came off and i rebounded it in for the second time.Goal!!!!!!!!!I reeled away in delight.My teammate came to congratulate me.

The third goal was assisted by my brother.We launched our attack in midfield.I passed the ball to my brother and he slipped it back to me again.It was actually confusion between the defender and keeper.My intention was to chase the ball and see if i can poke the ball into the net.And yes,i did.I put it into the net and make it 3-0.I scored a hat-trick for the time in my life in competition.The atmosphere was indeed on a high.

We made it 3-0 at the end of the break.The second half continued minutes later.My teammate,Bahsit scored another to make it 4-0.He scored from long range,by curling the ball into the net.The opponent make it 4-1 when one of my teammate handled the ball.Penalty.He made no mistake and sent the keeper to the wrong way.4-1 on the scoresheet.My friend-cum-teammate completed the rout to make it 5-1.This time,after a few great passes outside the penalty box,he managed to turn his body around his defender and sent a bullet shot past the goalkeeper.

Alas.The referee blew the final whistle.We were so proud of ourself.Many thanks to my brother who assisted me in the two goals.You're the man!!~Many thanks to my teammate who faught with never-give-up spirit.Many thanks to the supported who thronged the school to watch the match.Your support prove to be vital to drive us on.The results of today is a good start for us,hopefully we will get better results in the coming matches.We knew there's still room for improvement.We knew where we lack off.That's all........Thanks once again!!Gracias!!Grazie!!~

~A Special Poem to share!~

2006-04-19T23:16:00.000-07:00

I'm not used to composing poem particularly because i'm not strong at my vocabulary.But years back,I was inspired by my "big sister".She was fond of composing poem.She wrote me one,which is the first one i had ever receive in my life!!~I never thought i was really that lucky,god bless!!~She is a model to me.She inspired me to learn and write.Even though i'm still an amateur considering my language was so poor,i knew i have to brush up my grammers,my usage of english and all that needed to be learnt to be a great poet myself.

Well,i'm still learning.I wrote a few.And this one,i promised to write to her since ages back ago.I really did put in all my efforts.Sometimes,i was beaten.I can't find the way to start the poem.I wanted,no i should say, i was given a tough task,which is to use an acoustic way,by using her name to compose this poem.It's challenging but thank god,I made it.I was inspired by the movie of Narnia one day,with the word, "Prophecy".Here goes my poem,enjoy reading!~

The prophecy of us being together,
All this while as I truly believe,
Now,has gone.

Life without you is an absolute rollercoaster,
Along the journey,i walk in loneliness,
Yearning for your Love and Affection.

Mystery remains an unsolved puzzle,yet,
I,still remain the same,
Nurturing my everlasting love for you.

p/s:The title of the poem is meant to be unknown.If those who knows,please,i urged,do not write out the name.Thank you!~Comments are welcome.Don't forget,learning from mistake is another way to motivate us from getting better.Ciao!~

Another Incident that tear my heart away!~

2006-04-18T08:03:00.000-07:00

You know what i am trying to say from the title i had posted.

It was a fateful morning.Everything was going fine.My mood was nice throughout the morning when so in a sudden we came to "talk" about the money left need to pay for the school magazine's advertisements.We were suppose to collect a mere 2k plus for our own class itself.Well,some made an effort to find,some did not.And so in the end we collected about 2k plus and all left was RM270,which is going to be divided for those who did not take the initiative to find the ad.

Nothing seems to be good when come to talk about MONEY.Again,money the master.Then,there was a girl who is furious because she did not want to pay as she and her friend took the initiative to find the ad.Fine,i let her go the first time she argued with us.I try to cool myself down,knowing that she might really get her minds cleared and come back to negotiate nicely with us.She did not.When she came back,she was in boiling water.She got mad and started to argue without rasional thoughts.I fought back.I don't like the attitude,the way she spoke.She too,don't like mine.To be honest,i was really harsh at that moment because i can't stand it anymore.

I talk to others.I want the best solution good for both parties.We came to a solution,which I think is good for both and to end this sega.Another girl suggested that she will pay the RM13.50 because she admitted she really did not take the initiative to find ad.I went on to tell another girl.She was sitting right near there and she heard what we talked about.She went mad again.I told her to cool herself down.I admitted i was wrong for what i did just now.I spoke too harsh and i apologized.Another thing i did is to ask her really put up her thinking cap and think of what she had done just now.She was wrong also but she don't want to admit her wrongly act.She stand firm on her decision.When something happened,do you think most of the time only a party that made the fault?I must say everything happened for reasons.When something happened,it might be both at faults too right?

We continued to argue.I chatted with my friends.Everyone has their own opinions.Some agreed with what i have said,some did not.I burst out moments later.I tried not to cry but tears keep rolling down my cheek.It was my 2nd time sobbing in school.I don't want others to see my weaker side but i'm not strong enough to hold back.They saw me cried.I cried because my intention is to solve the problem and hope that we will all be friends again.I just hope there will be peace and harmony.I don't want to lose either of them in my life.To me,to be able to be friends in this life is destine.We should cherish our friendship and not taking it for granted.Why must all my good rasional thoughts being turn down,again and again?Why people misunderstood for what i'm trying to tell?My eyes were all red.I didn't bother anyone around me.I just wanted to cry it out so badly that i could feel better.

Someone must have told her.When the english period over,she came to me,explain and apologize.And after the explanation,it was another MISUNDERSTOOD.She told me something which i'm not able to write out here.She was annoyed about something.I apologized to her.Although there's a crack in between our friendship,i sincerely hope that everyone of us will take the initiative to mend the scar that reminds us about what had happened in our past.Friends for All,Friends for Life.Take care!~Bye!

I'm such a JERK~

2006-04-09T23:42:00.000-07:00

What is happening lately?Why is it everything seems to go wrong to me these few days?I am getting lost.I am starting to hate myself.

It happened on the last saturday during the farewell dinner for our school principal.I made a very unforgivable mistake.Everything goes well until the end of the dinner when we were about to go home.

Ok,i will make it short and simple.There are six of us going back in a car.My brother drives because i drove there earlier.Moreover,they said i am drunk(I had a couple of beer during the dinner)but it was all not true.I was not drunk,i am still alert of what happening around.Alright,forget that.When we were about to go into the car,i look at the backseat and thought of whether it's going to be packed behind.If someone who is "chubby" can sit in front,then i would not mind sitting behind to squeeze with them,afterall,it might be more comfortable.My intention was simple.Am i wrong at that?

So i asked a friend of mine,which is a girl,whether she would not mind sitting in front because she is "more chubby" than i am.My intention of being good was turned down.Apparently,she started to get furious and annoyed.She asked me not to look back.Tears started to roll down her cheeks.I did not know my good intention end up made her cry.Guilty aroused me.Feeling sorry,i turned back again and apologize to her but she just shut me down.She just did not want anyone to disturb her.I did not give up.I send her a message again telling her i was not intend to offend her but she did not bother about it.

She fetch me to school everyday.I feel so bad seeing her today.I do not know how to face her.I wanted it to be usual,to make things like it never happen before but i just could not do so.Perhaps,i need time.And she,too,need a bit of time to get things off her mind.I am so sorry my friend.I did not know saying you "big size" will make you feel offended and insulted.I truly sincerely apologize to you.

*"Bowed 180degrees,SORRY!~"*

Everyone makes mistakes.I hope we learn from mistake and learn to forgive ppl's mistake.That's all i want to say.Till then see you and Bye bye!!~

Bid farewell to our Beloved school principal,Mr.Hwong Seng

2006-04-06T00:35:00.000-07:00

Whew,just came back from lunch at Pacific,Old Town.It's dazzling hot out there.Really getting my skin burned.How I wish there are four seasons here in Malaysia,for at least I could enjoy the freezing cold winter and the beauty of Autumn.Anyhow,i know i'm crapping too much.None of that will happen.Alright.Alright.I was on the car and thought of writing a post and so here i'm,with the title, "Bid Farewell to our school principal,Mr.Hwong Seng".

Tomorrow will be a special day for the school, sons and daughters of Jit Sin.Of course,not leaving behind the most important person of the day,our principal,Mr Hwong Seng.To be honest,I know how many people who really wish that he could get the hell out of this school.There are many ungrateful,unfilial ones that is really happy with his departure.I know just how much people hate him.My mind goes blank when I was eager to find out the answer.I put up my thinking cap again,searching for the best answer that I can get.Why must people hate or dislike what he had done to Jit Sin?

My greed of knowing the truth finally prevails.I knew exactly why,and how much others do not like him.But come think of it again,why did not people appreciate for what he had done to our school?His reign over the school for the past few years were incredible.He came up with the 5 years plan,he broke the school record of getting as many high achievers,top scorers as possible,he re-establish the school as one of the greatest chinese government school among all the schools in Malaysia,he put all his efforts to come up with a school that provides Internet,MCsquares,websites and so on.There are so many achievements that I could not list it all out here.What Mr Hwong had done for the school is priceless.

I know some might not agree with what I've said but seriously,why must people not be appreciative?Why can't we count our blessing that someone just awesome happened to come across to teach us the lessons of life,regardless of what kind of lesson it could be?Why can't we cross our fingers,say our prayers,thank god that we've met him in our journey of life?All we do is putting blame on him.Thank god,i'm not like that for i learnt to be grateful,i learnt to be thankful and most importantly,even if he had done something wrong,i learnt to forgive because none of us never make mistake right?It happens so often in our daily life.

Every matter has its good and bad.It's a bond between this two.We must not always look at one side,but to look at both.I believe there are plenty out there who is appreciative just like me.Even if we do not like him,we "hate" him at times,but never forget the word LEARN.All he want us is to learn.Thank you,Sir.Your dedication,your love and passion towards the school will never left behind.Your teaching and advices will carve deep in my mind,which I'll take it as a principal of learning to be a better person.Thank you once again,Sir.Your journey still move on,this is only a transaction,a place where you leave and begins a new one.I wish you best of luck in no matter what you do.I sincerely hope that your life will be full of joy and happiness.Adieu,my Beloved principal!~

~A lesson to be LEARNT~

2006-03-17T17:05:00.000-08:00

It's been ages since I come back here and update my blog.Guess what?So damn real busy in real life.What I mean by that is busy with something like playing games,relaxing,watching TV and so on.I just need a breathing space.Suffocated with all the pressures in my life!And this post,is regarding an incident which happened to me so unfortunately that I was scolded by my dad!Gosh!

Well,it all happened in Pacific again.That day wasn't my lucky day.We were there to fetch my mum.She hasn't arrive yet so we decided to go to the 4th floor to play pool/snooker.I went to the counter,leave my IC to the in-charger person and she was about to give me all the balls until so in a sudden my mum called me.I was rushing to pick up the phone.What is on my mind at the moment is that,"Tell the person that I'm rushing for another urgent things to do,take my IC and answer the call."I didn't notice that I took the wrong IC coz I wanted to pick up the call so badly.

I'm sort of like Do-Not-Know what happen until when we arrived at home.My father was so angry and annoy.He used to scolding people,even if it's only a little mistake.I knew that it is for our own good.He wants us to learn,but the way he posseses,the way he speaks is rude.I can't really accept that.Do you know how he scolded me?He called me stupid.That moment still lingers in my mind.I'll never forget that.I hate to be call STUPID in some way which I'm not.I maybe doing the wrong thing,I may not be getting the results that pleased him,but you can't scold me just like that right?Life is a journey of learning.Certain times we meet obstacles and make mistake.Why can't people learn to forgive and "scold" in a nice,better way?

Thank god.That guy wasn't annoy at all.He went to my Grandma's house to get back his IC(coz my IC written my Grandma's house).But to his surprise,I wasn't living there anymore.So,my aunt call my home and that's why my father was so angry when he knew all this happened to his son.That's why he called me STUPID.Luckily,my mum was there to solve all the problems.That guy lives near our Taman.She called that guy and we decided to meet somewhere near out house to change IC.

I got back my IC.I learnt the mistake.I should notice clearly what happen in the coming future.I just hope that when someone makes mistake,please,never ever scold people,call ppl a jerk or whatsoever.It hurts.

Money and Friendship

2006-01-25T07:09:00.000-08:00

Just came back from futsal.My left leg was aching so badly,my right leg,hell out,pain running through my right ankle.I hate to suffer from all this pain,but what to do??I ain't a GOD,I'm just a human being who is searching for perfection,and making my life as happy as possible.

Well,it's a long story,but let me cut it short.It happened like this.We finished playing futsal and normally,as usual,we will pay half of the fee and the other team pay half.But the matter is that the other team is not willing to pay,simply because they said we lost to them.We really lost anyway,thinking that it was simply just a game,why must we take it so seriously??Why??Our motive was to come,play futsal and enjoy the process of playing.That's it!!

If they wanna play bet,well,they should have told us,which they assumed that they talked to my partner already.I never know any of the betting between both of them,so I walked to them and started arguing with them.I never like to do that,but I never witnessed what both said,why should I pay extra??Why??If they wanna play betting money,I think I'll used up all my energy and fight for success.I'm a person who won't simply give up easily.I didn't,and most of the time,if we bet,both team will just start cracking up anger and emotions,which I don't really like.

I don't mind paying much.In fact,I don't mind who win or who lose,or whatever it is.But why should money be the first priority??Why should money takes our friendship away??Since last time,it had already happened.Most of the time,we won,and they showed their sour face.And if we lose,we do exactly the same to them.Why must it be like that??Why can't friendship comes before money??I don't like the way it goes.

There is no longer trust in our friendship.There is no longer joy or fun.Or maybe life is like that,sometimes you just have to let go something,and something better will soon come to you.I'm not too sure of that.I'm just a devotee of lord buddha.Perhaps I should learn that life is never be permanent,so do friendship.Anyway,I'm a optimist.I'm sure things will change and life will gets better!!!I hope all of you all the best and lady-luck to be with you in the coming years!!!God bless,bye!!~

A Brief Encounter with a Westerner

2006-01-22T05:15:00.000-08:00

Our plan was to go penang this morning but we woke up late this morning.But still,we managed to get things done and go over to penang.I still haven't get a shoe,which my elder brother promised to.We went to Island plaza,with the hope that we will found a right shoe.

Sigh*

We went around,from Nike to Adidas,Fila and all the outlets selling shoes,but can't get one.So my sister and my mum went shopping while we just stand at the side and wait for them.We were tired and lazy to walk anymore!!!While we were resting,a big-sized "ang mo"(westerner) walked passed.I give him a smile.Normally,when I smile at that them,they will just smile at me and walk away.But this man did it another way.He smiled and walked to us.

We started our conversation,which from what I know,he is a friendly and sociable guy.He introduced himself as Rodney.He can even speaks quite fluent Malay.We chit chat-ed for quite somewhile.We talk about hobbies,ambitions,money and so on.We find it quite tough talking with him coz he speaks very fluent english,which I find it hard to understand sometimes,but still, I enjoy learning and exchanging ideas with him.

Rodney is a teacher from Dalat Internation School at KL.He had been staying in Malaysia for 3years.He is 52 years old and still single.There are so many things about him which I would like to share with but I'm tired already!!Tomorrow got school!!I can't wait for it!!!Ok...That's all, till here!!Bye!!!

My Birthday,another LATE Surprise!!

2006-01-22T04:32:00.000-08:00

The other day I mentioned that I had mixed feelings on my birthday.Well,yesterday,which is the day after my birthday,I received yet another surprise!

It was a whole day shopping at Pacific and I feel very lethargic because in the morning,we went to school for football training.I was so comfortable that I layed down on my sofa,watching Tottenham vs Aston Villa.Then,came my sister.She greeted us Happy-Belated-Birthday,which I thought,"Well,it's ok and enough for her to greet me,afterall,to me,a simple greeting and wishing that came from a true heart that matters."But it happened likewised.She gave us a present,wrapped with a few pieces of brochures.I never thought it will be something special.
I even joked to her that,'Hey sister,what is it inside??It must be some kind of cheap thing."

I was shocked.I was surprised.My heart full with excitement the moment I took out the gadget.It was a Sony MP3 player with a capacity of 1GB!!!!Oh my god!!!I was like numb for a few seconds!I never thought my sister would get me something like this.Although she only bought 1 for 2 of us,but it's more than enough.I should be appreciative and thankful for what she had brought to us.Thank You sister!!!

I'm a weak soul.I'm so touched for those who cares for me.While having my bath,I burst out.I wondered why I would cry,but 1 thing I know for sure is that I'll care for those who loves me.Even if it needs to take my life away,I swear to god that I'll do it,for I have no regret knowing them in my life.I love all of you out there.Take Care and God Bless you!!!~

Mixed Feelings on my Birthday

2006-01-20T05:43:00.000-08:00

Before I go off typing,I do really want to say SORRY to all of you for not being able to post anything up lately.My PC still not yet fixed,and library computers,one word to describe it, s**ks!!!!Hahaha....joking"lah".

Anyway,I wish to talk about something which happen yesterday.It was my birthday,19Jan.I'm supposed I should be happy,knowing that it was my birthday.I'm happy but I got a kind of mixed feeling.Most people often celebrate their special day in style.I do not,in the sense that I did not have the party going on and birthday cake to cut.Well,I was not angry at all.In fact,I shouldn't be angry and fight over emotions.

The fateful incident happened when my mum gave me an "Ang Pao".That's the least thing she can do for me,which I couldn't have ask for more.I still remain cool until guilty and rasional thoughts cripples through my mind.My heart cries when I think of her.I know she suffers more than we do on our birthday.That's the day she gave birth to me and my brother.She's the one that brought us to this world,shouldered with responsiblity to feed,and to take care of us till we are grown up.Although she struggles in her life,I know that,but she never grumbles for what happened on her.I can still recall the day when she told me that she had been through lots of tough life but she never blame anyone,neither she herself.She faces obstacles with determination,spirit of Never-Give-Up-Till-The-End.I feel bad right now.

And that's my mixed feelings.Happy but deep down inside my heart,the river of sadness flows.From the very moment on,I remind myself not to be too demanding but to be more obedient son.She often blames on herself for not able to provide us the luxuries,the comfortable surrounding where other parents can easily provide to their children.But that's alright for me.I don't blame my mum for what she can't do,but appreciate for all the hardships she had been through and the efforts she made to give us a better life.I'm proud of her.I swear to god that I'll love her till the day I die.Mum,I love you!!!!~

Folks,life is impermant.Life isn't a bed of roses for everybody.Therefore,cherish the day you had together and enjoy life to the fullest.Don't leave any regrets till the end of your life.That's all!!!See ya all folks!!!!

A Turning point of My Life,No lazying around!

2006-01-07T05:09:00.000-08:00

Heyya buddy!!!~
How's life everyone???Before I begin,I would like to wish everyone out there a VERY Happy Belated New Year 2006!!!~Sorry for not able to post anything up here.

*Stare at you angrily,can't you remember that my PC is DEAD??I can't do anything,and please don't show me your sour face,I don't like it!!!

Hehe!!!Joking anyway!!~

Back to the topic,I'm really sorry"lah".I'll get my computer fixed as soon as possible.I wanted to blog at school but everyone is using the computer,as if fighting for life in war.I don't have the chance to use,nor I would like to use the computer.Know why?It's too lousy!It's really way too Out-of-Date.

*Yik Wen,make a request from the school for more fund to upgrade all the computers!!!*

Well,back 2 school.I was happy of course,coz I was really waiting for this day to arrive.I really want to go back to school,get everything started again and be sure that I pass my exams with flying colours.I can't wait to gain more knowledge.No fooling around here for me anymore.I just can't do "Talk-but-Not-Doing-Anything" things.I cannot be like that.I really want to work hard,I really want to give my best coz,there will no be take two in my school life.It's last year already!!!!I do really want to make my parents proud of me.I do believe I can do it!~

I chatted with my big sista,Kel, just now.She reminds me of how a person can do well,excel in their exam.And yes,I agree with what she said.She taught me a motto,which I would like to share with.

"Do the Best and God will do the rest".Such a great motto isn't?Well,that's enough to convince me of what I should do for my next step.I don't want to be a loser anymore.I want something that I can be proud of,for god's sake.

So,you guys and gals might not see me online that often anymore.Few habits I should give up on and I already lay-ed down some rules for my ownself which are:

1.No GAMING
2.Not NO but LESS Online-ing
3.No WASTING TIME on TV dramas and movies

I really do hope I can turn over a new leaf and be a better person.I hope with god's guidance,I can.

*crossed my fingers and pray to GOD*

Whew......it's late now.Got to go off.It's sleepies time.See you guys later.Grazie!!!~Tata!!!!Sayonara!!!!Oyasuminasai!~

Big Boss won't be around

2005-12-29T04:56:00.000-08:00

*Argh!!!Argh!!!*

I'm yelling out loud at the moment.I sighed!!I grumbled.I'm frustrated with what happened to me lately!!Is no big deal actually,just that......^_0!!!~

My PC broke down!!!My PC is dead.I gotta send him to the hospital!!!~

Hehe!!!!Very sorry guys and gals!!!I'll not be able to see you'all for the next few days.The doctor will come to my house to fix it.So,for the moment,no PC,no gaming,no everything!!I'm addicted to him.I'm suffering without him but what can I do??~I'm just here to inform ya'll.

See you guys!!~

*Walk out of his world.*
*Turn my head back,with a glimpse of eye and look at him!!I'm gonna miss him!!!Bye!!~*

A Picture paints a Thousand words

2005-12-24T18:26:00.000-08:00

What a SURPRISE

2005-12-23T08:27:00.000-08:00

Sorry guys!!!I was kinda late 2 post up 2day.It's half past 12 now and I'm still so fresh(probably becoz I just had my bath).Whew!!!~

Well,it's been a tiring day.My back is aching.I was not a home the whole day since as early as 7o'clock.We went over 2 penang and just came back not long ago.I need a room 2 breathe!!!~help!!help!!~

I went online at about 9 2 10.I was surprised.I was happy!!~You all should know why I'm supposed.I've been talking and speaking about the sister from Thailand these few days.I just can't stop talking about them.*Muttered,"Why ah??"Don't know!!~

*Why is he such a peculiar person??He can be very talkative at a moment,very happy at times, and suddenly become a recluse!!He totally sucks man!!~*

I don't know why I'm like that.But for now,I'm all smile.Guess what?I sent a message to one of the sister of Thailand,My(Her name,I pronouced wrong before she told me in the email,"Sorry,My!!!").She received my email and replied me.I got it!!!I got it!!!Whooaahooo!!!!
I thought that email will gone unheard,but thank GOD,it is safe right now.I no longer need 2 worry,worry about whether I can "meet" her or not.I dare not ask more from GOD.I should be contented with what I've for the moment.

Furthermore,not only that is what GOD gave me,HE gave me more,something which we tried and never thought it will be a success.Well,at least,it really does now.I just can't imagine,but 1 thing I know for sure is, no matter what you get,don't ask,nor you hope,just try your best as you can.There will always be only 2 answer to what you do,SUCCESS or FAILURE.Well,i think that's not the most important 1 should think about.Most importantly,you give your best shot and no matter what result it is,at least,you did try and you will for sure,never regret and proud of yourself.

So.we tried.Some called to the Malays!!!Some to unknown!!Some to hookers??Haha...nola...nola...just kidding!!~Others,worst,to a stranger from Thai who can't even speak English(He told my bro,"No english,no english!!!",what the hell??).Alas,I do believe now,"If there is a will,there's a way."Thank god,we called to the number the sister gave us.This time it really get through and it's the younger sister who answered the call.WE chatted for quite somewhile.My mum and sister were also there,listening to what we chat.I don't mind actually,afterall,they are my family.My mum,a very open-minded, understanding person and of course,a very GOOD mum for sure.My sister,don't even bother about this small matter,haha!!!~So what to be afraid off,hehe!!!~

I think this is the best gift I had ever received for this soon-to-come Christmas.I don't need a diamond,I don't need a pearl, or either a pricey present.As long as something like this happens 2 to me,I'm worth to be happy.That's very enough for me,afterall,I'm a simple person and I'm contented with what I've.

It's late now.It's sleepies time.*Yawn!~*
Good night.Sweet dream!!~

Merry X'mas.Best wishes to all of you out there!!Take care and be safe!~

My 3 years old Cousin from Hong Kong

2005-12-21T08:24:00.000-08:00

Hello,posted a bit late 2day.It's half past 12now.That means it's consider midnight isn't??

*Sigh,I wasn't sleepy yet,perhaps,waiting for someone??Aikz......I don't know!!!~*

I went to Pacific again.I was so damn regconize that place now,gosh,i went there almost avday,do you think I'll forget??Well,we went there,and my brother met her "Princess".We were playing pool at that time,we don't want to bang up with them actually,but god,you know, always being so "kind".We met her,in such a shocked and surprising mood.We acted cool and natural.We play as if how a PRO players play.Someone like Jimmy White??Or Ronnie O'Sullivan???Or Marco Fu??I don't know!!!!Just play as usual "lah"!!!~......we hang out there around 7 before going over to "Delight Cafe" for dinner.The boss still regconize us.

*He is such a great old man!!!haha*

Anyway,after dinner,that's where the time we meet our 3 years old cousin.To be frank,the very first time we met him was 3years back,when he was still a little baby in his mother's arm.He was so fragile and chubby at that time.He was still an infant who needs care and love.But now,or 3years of time consuming.He began 2 grow,and grow.Gradually,he learn and get to know more things.Perhaps,that's the eagerness of a child that turns him 2 a person he is 2day.What can I say??When I saw him.My first thought was,"oh gosh,is this him??Why is he so "big" already?Are you sure is him??

That's not the matter anyway.I was glad to meet him.His name,in cantonese is "Lei Ka Hong"(Lee Jia Hong).Gosh,you know what??He is super super super duper duper duper active!!!~In short,he is a hpyeractive child!!!~Or izzit children these days are like that??I don't know.My mind get blank,I can't get an exact answer.He can't stop talking and bringing out ideas. He won't stop babbling that's it!!~

Later,we took them to Carrefour and Chai Leng Park.While at the supermarket,he saw the car toys and insisted 2 buy.He told me and i answered him back,"I don't have the money,so I can't buy."You know what he say??.He walked to his papa and told him in cantonese,"Papa got the money,ask papa buy!!~He is so damn clever.We didn't get him a toy,but a book and a colour pencil instead,so that he can busy with during his stay at my Ah ma's house.There are more "scene" that i'm not able 2 spread out here.It's too long and time consuming.Maybe,we will talk bout it another day???

That's for 2day.I'm pretty tired but I want to watch football later.Maybe a short "nap"??Don't know....that's all!!!Bye bye folks!!~

War--->I'm gonna get some kicking arse!!~

2005-12-12T03:00:00.000-08:00

Hey ya all?How's life??I might not be updating my post so often.I'm having WAR right now.It's actually some kind of online gaming,UTOPIA.So...it's war time,and now,I'm gonna make attack everyday.I'm f**k up with what they did on my province.Got hit by some 200 more acres.I'm losing my land and my networth.So,no choice,it's no point defending....I'll suicide to hit them...I'll for sure...on my verge to gain our first victory for my kingdom.Black Army rulezzz!!!Chaoz......

A Total Disgrace

2005-11-27T15:10:00.000-08:00

Before I start typing,I wanna thank my friend,Kae Vin,for introducing me a blog,which,if you look at,a total disgrace.Sigh~~

Check this blog out, http://corrupted-malaysia.blogspot.com/

When I finish reading the blog and its comments.Omg.....our Malaysia!!!~~Folks,what happen to Malaysia???Why the police force indulged in such activity???What is going wrong to our society these days???

If you go through that blog,you will see ppl with different opinions,positve or negative.Some may agree that is to leave the country for goodness sake while others support 2 fight against corruption,fight against the police by sueing them.Anyhow,I think both has its good and bad right??

Well,2me,before we start pointing fingers and putting blame on others,I think we should look over ourselves and determine 2 find a solution towards our problems.Of course,I,too,don't deny that the other party did wrong 2.They are walking freely in our society,"robbing " money.They are criminals with license 2 do crime.That means they are legal,in terms of "robbing" other pupils money.In fact,nobody dares 2 take action on them because it's pointless,none or less,wasting ur time and energy.But,what causes this to happen??Why can they loitering so freely in our society??Does anyone ever think bout that??Well,at least I do.

Ok,let me give you a concrete example.For instance,a guy who got summoned due 2 over speed limit.Instead of paying the fine right on the spot,throught sms or 2 the police station after few days,ppl or more directly,MALAYSIANS,would rather give them "duit kopi".Why??It's because MALAYSIANS would rather pay RM100 than the actualy fine,RM300.This is what causes the police 2 involve in corruption.If all MALAYSIANS would pay the fine rather than corrupting the police,what do you think it will be??But somehow,mankind is like that.Ppl often think of their own benefit,even some would like 2 fight together but how many are there actually wanna come out,stand up and speak up??MALAYSIANS are only a great talker,but when it comes 2 serious business,serious action,most will just run away like the Afghanistan refugees.

That would be our fault, a matter we should take a serious look into.Talking bout the other party,well,of course,they sucks 2.Police were once our angel,protecting the society and providing us with security,peace,and harmony.But what happens is that they become the devil follower.They are from the dark side.I hate it,I do really hate it.That is why none of the chinese would like 2 join the police force.Racist is a serious matter here 2.Frankly speaking,I don't like the ppl from other race,which is different from our skin colour(u know what I mean).Some I do respect them for what they did,but the rest---->Sucks!!~Why do they wanna born so many whilst most of them not contributing to the society but becoming the rubbish of our society??Why is their attitude like that,lazy,dependant and without pride,dignity??Malaysia will not improve under their ruling,Malaysia will become worst and worst if cases like that keep pouring in.

I was also furious about the striping case which happen recently.Folks,you know what??Now,they are not taking ANY action on the policewoman who ordered the chinese woman 2 strip,but they are going after the person who filmed the 70seconds video.Man,what's the point??Why are they not taking any legal action on the policewoman??She might have done a little bit wrong,but why is her fault is not bring out and being punished??Is it because she is of the same skin colour like them??or is it just because she is simply so called policewoman,so she don't need 2 face the music??Hey man,good ppl did wrong too.He/She must also be punished under certain circumstances too.Where is justice even though there is LAW??

Aikz.....I don't know.Some would say it is just coward 2 leave the country for another country.Some would like 2 fight against them.I don't know.I just hope to study well right now,get a good job and earn money.If i got the opportunity to go oversea,I would say bye-bye 2 Malaysia,not because i'm a coward or loser,no because I don't love my country,Malayis, but it's no point fighting against them,afterall,we Chinese,are the minority,unless you are RICH and POWER.It's also pointless regardless of what you have done coz when the matter is bring into the parliamen,it's like A-Matter-That-Don't-Need-2-Discuss.I don't know,I just hope God will do what HE should do,punish those involved,let justice and truth prevail.

p/s:Thanks for the corruption blog,at least,I learn a lot from that about the Malaysia's corruption.I feel sorry for what you had gone through.Don't worry,heaven knows,karma knows,they will regret for what they have done 1day.And still,the good side will dominate....

-[Godslove,KingJ]-

Country image tarnished~~

2005-11-26T12:35:00.000-08:00

Hey ya folks!Welcome back 2 my blog!!I haven't been able 2 update my blog due 2 certain reasons.I'm so damn busy with my stuff.Anyway,just manage 2 clear out some time and create a post here.I was so furious with the act and the incident happened to the chinese.Sigh!!!Shamed on the police!!!~~

Well,I used 2 respect the police force when I'm still a kid.I solute them to what they have done.That's why,whenever ppl or teacher asked us 2 do an essey writing,or even what my ambition is,my answer definitely--->to be a policeman.I love carrying gun,I love shooting,I love the way and the responsiblities shouldered by the police.That's why I join my school cadet police,knowing that my dream will come true.

However,when human beings grow bigger and bigger,their thinking,their mind tend 2 change.Probably due 2 the changes of environment,changes of friends,and so on.I changed.My mind changed.My thinking,totally,not what I want when I was a child.I was bewildered.But,my confusion come 2 an end when truth revealed.I know that what I see is not wrong.I won't be wrong.

2me,a police do not involve in corruption.A police is responsible 2 catch theives,not 2 be their accomplice.There was an incident which happens 2my mum.On that fateful night,my mum was about 2go home after the wedding dinner ends.Of course,I don't deny my mum is 2be blamed 2.She take a shortcut which is against the rules.Indeed,she was summoned by the police.But what makes me furious is that,when the policeman wanted 2 summon my mum,he is sort of like want "duit kopi",meaning he wants money.So,most often if adults encounter such case,they will give him money for sure but my mum did it another way.My mum actually wanted so badly to give him the money coz u don't need 2 pay such hefty fine.

Well,some may say what a stupid woman she is,"just give him a little money,that's it!".I don't think so.I think what my mum did was right.Never give money just because afraid that u gotta pay a heavy summon.Perhaps,others think it the other way and that is why they can simply earn the "duit kopi" so easily!!From all those corruption happened,I started 2 realize that being a police is totally shameful and embarressed.Why are they doing all these that leads 2 destroying our country image,not mentioning the politicians and other pupils??

Just recently,"The video clip showing a naked woman doing ear squats while watched by another woman in uniform has shamed the country, said Prime Minister Datuk Seri Abdullah Ahmad Badawi."Sigh,what is happening 2 the society these days??Even the good are starting to get sick,how on earth are they going to cure those bad 1??Are they all nuts???

WE must take immediate actions 2wards what is happening before it spread like contagious disease.And also,not forget a saying as it goes,"action speaks louder than words".Don't always take photos on how it happens(if u read The Star,26Non2005,page 3,what Datuk Seri Azmi Khalid did ).What's the point when things already happened??The most important is we gotta find a solution and tackle the problem.Please,I urged all the community out there 2 stand up and voice their opinion.

My Sister's Birthday

2005-11-21T22:40:00.000-08:00

Heiya folks!!!Just back from Penang.So damn tiring now,but I promise to write a new post everyday.I hope I can do it!!!~~This post is specially dedicated 2 my sister,if you are here,do drop by and leave some comment.Thanks!!~

2day is actually my sister celebrating her 22th birthday.Gosh!!!I never know she is that old already!!!Haha!!!Joking only!!!!She is still a great sister of mine in my mind,no matter how old or how ugly she is,she is still my sister!!!My beloved sister!!!Wish you have all the finest things in life!!!~

Well,woke up early in this morning,around 7 something coz need 2 send my mum 2 her office in pg.Later,we didn't go home and hang out in Penang.We went 2 Mahindrama Temple 2 pray,coz every year when it's our birthday time,we will go there and pray 2 Lord Buddha,to offer something 2 the god,and to repay our deeds,of course.WE thank god for the blessing HE gave us.Amitabha!~

After that,we went 2 Gurney,coz that's the best place 2 hang out,afterall,you have GSC, variety of foodstore outlets, and of course not missing out,butiques and stores.But somehow,my bro and I were not interested in shopping,so particularly the best place for us 2 hang out is GSC.WE got 2 movies,which cost only RM10 for 2 person coz we got student rate.We watched Chicken Little and Koma 2.Well,I would say,Chicken little is a great show 2 watch.I would rate it A-.As for Koma,well,you know,I never like horror movies,not because it is horror and terrifying,but I feel that it is 2 dull 2 watch,unless you bring your gf along,haha!!!Just Kidding!!Anyway,not a bad show!!

But before going on for the second show,which is Koma,we dropped by at S&J gift shop 2 buy a present for our sis.The promoter ,who spoke hokkien,do not even understand chinese!So,we just gotta speak english!~WE bought something,which I don't know how 2 mentioned.Is kind like a stuff that you put the oil fragance on top of the "stove" and light up.The aroma will fill your room few minutes later.What's that anyway??Haha!!!Dono!!!

After 2 hour movies,so lethargic.....wait...nonono....it's not tiring,it's damn freezing cold in GSC.We stopped by at Cheong Ho coffee shop 2 have a cup of coffee,toast bread and eggs.Well,not bad,and it is cheap,of course.Just for a tea break,what else can you ask for??While at Gurney,got an idea what 2 buy the clothes for my mum's coming annual dinner.I wanted some kind of khaki's coat,not exactly coat,but looks like coat.Saw 1 in GUESS,look exactly what I want,but 2 expensive Im supposed.Nevermind,I'll promise I'll get one from that brand 1 day!!~Just hope 2 get 1,before the annual dinner.Time do wait,as it slowly ticking away.WE got no time to shop around coz gotta go and fetch my mum!!!~Whew.....what a day!!!

Just managed 2 arrive at my mum's office in time.As you know,penang's traffic jams,is killing my patience.Mum brought us 2 some place amazing,which is The Hill Top Restaurant.It is located somewhere near Paya Terubong.The road 2 the restaurant is so steep and dangerous.You will never know,unless,you pay a visit there for once.You gotta go and try!!!It's just simply amazing!!!~Not only that of course,when I mean hill top,it's a place where you can oversee the whole penang islang(You can see the whole Bayan Lepas and others as well),and the air,of course,cooling as if I was in Cameron few weeks back ago!!!We ordered a few dishes.Well,the serving is large but we managed 2 finish it!!!I can't say it is very very very delicious,but at least it is not that bad 2 eat.It's great!!Ok??We ate around RM92 for 4 person.That's not that expensive isn't?Where else we will go later that???Hmm.....of course is HOME.Home sweet home right?!!!

After a whole day of busy schedule,it's time for me 2 relax,listen 2 some classical musics.I'm so effortless,even while I'm typing,I was as if floating high above the sky.I think I'm dreaming......haha...gotta go and get a sleep......ciao......good nitez!!!!Oyasuminasai......Sweet dreams you folks out there!!!Byez!!!C u around!!~~

A "DATE" with the Monks

2005-11-20T14:48:00.000-08:00

Harlo folks!!!Whew...luckily the weather 2day is fine and the Sun is resting behind the Cloud.What a day!!!I was pretty tired actually coz went 2 Chay Tong's house yesterday and stayed there the whole night for serious business.Serious business???Maybe 2 guys yes.Yes,we went there to WATCH football.Man,you will never know how crazy it is when guys are crazy about football!!!We are just passionate about football.

Well,but yesterday night and this morning matches are not normal football matches.Is a big clash between Real Madrid-"The Galacticos" vs Barcelona-"The Catalans", Chelsea vs Newcastle, Arsenal vs Wigan and of course my favourite team,Manchester United vs Charlton.Argh....but you know what,I missed it coz I was real damn tired.I only managed 2 watch the first half.Sigh!!Such a lousy guy I'm.Anyhow,I didn't miss the match of the week,where the two big giants from spanish club face each other.The score was Barcelona thrash Real Madrid 3-0.The man of the match,Ronaldinho,struck twice,almost as easy as how our "kampung boys" used 2 play.He performed his mesmerising skills,get past Ramos,and last step, simply hit the boal in2 the net.

We watch until the wee hour in the morning.I don't even notice about what time I slept.Who care??Later,woke up at about 9 and mum took us 2 the BM buddha association for a Dana funtion.I can't remember what is it called.There were about 50 little monks came 2 the centre.They are not monks for life,monks for a week.Is kind of activity where,parents can send their children 2 such activity in order 2 let them know about suffering,instill them about the values of our life,our karma which "causes,effects our past,now,and future's life.It is vital for parents 2 teach their children about religion,and instill them with knowledge,not only from the books,but from our daily life.

Of course, i didn't miss out noticing which monk is the most mindful ones,which means he can sit there,meditating,without any moves.Guess what,I saw 1.You don't even believe it with your eyes.His every little move,every touch,is exactly how a monk should be.He sits with his eyes close,two hands on the legs and i'm not sure what is he doing actually.Can u imagine sitting there with your eyes close for such a long period??No right??Perhaps,he is seeking for peace,mindfulness.or,perhaps,talking to the Buddha.I was like,gosh.....that's great!!!I respect him!!

The occasion lasted bout 2 and the half hours.We had our lunch there before going home.I'm so lethargic right now.My whole body and souls is like......gone!!!I just want a nice sleep in my nice bed.Ciao!!Good Night!!!See you later folks!!!~

~HarryPotter,tickets selling like hot cakes~

2005-11-18T18:43:00.000-08:00

A warm welcome 2 all the folks out there.Thank You once again for visiting my blog.Well,i was told that my friends were interested in watching this movie.They wanna go to watch this movie,so i thought they will settle it but I don't know why,I just don't like ppl making decision,do their stuffs at eleventh hours.My bro keep on calling to make sure that we make it possible for 2day but I don't see him doing anything,maybe he did,and maybe he has his own reason.

At first,I thought we are not gonna make it coz 1 of my friend said this movie is still not screening yet.I was terrified,knowing that we may not get the chance 2 go out 2day.So,I came down and told my bro about it,but he seems relax.He said he is waiting for another call,coz she is the one actually making the booking.I thought it was ok and I waited but the clock ticking nonstop.I was furious and I just went up and back2 my sister room and get my ekons homework done.

Whew.....my homework done and my burning flame.....gone!~p:)I don't like 2b angry or furious,just sometime it happens so fast that you won't bother about it at that time.I'm sorry for that.I know my mistake and I knew I shouldn't be like that,afterall,being like that only deteriorates your health right?~Luckily,luck is on my side,I managed 2 get through the hotline and someone pick up da call.I made the booking.I feel better than,at least we don't need 2 rush at the last minute,at least we get 2 watch Harry Potter 2day.Okla....gotta go and get ready for the movie.....c u guys later!!!Ciao!!!Take Care folks!!!XD

~Why I put BUSY mode in mSn~

2005-11-16T08:10:00.000-08:00

Hey dude!Just want2make things clear why I always put "BUSY" mode in MSN messenger.The main reason is that I really do have something 2 busy with.For example:

1)Checking my Utopia.I don't like ppl 2 disturb me when I'm checking my province.It's kind of online gaming but I'm taking it very seriously.I want 2 b the best out of the best and assist those who needs my help.Sometimes,I need 2 look around for targets,makes attacks and strengthen my province.I do also need 2 check the forum frequently 2 get 2 know what is happening around my kd.

2)Surfing STV,StudioTraffic.When I'm doing this,it's actually not disturbing me anymore,is just that when I'm surfing it,I'm used 2 doing 1 thing,which is Visit the FORUM.I need 2 get 2 know about my so called "own" company progress,whether is it stable or not,I need 2 be sure about that. And also,I need 2 learn more about my own company coz I'm responsible 2 promote it 2 others and tell them more about StudioTraffic.If you are kind of interested,do add me at MSN, noname_119@hotmail.com for further information.We can chat overthere.

3)Checking my mails and replying messages.Whew!!This is da most headache ones.Everyday,or sometimes,I got many emails and messages 2 reply.Even till now,some messages and emails I'm still not able 2 reply yet,so sorry for that.I'm trying my very best 2 get all this done.That's why I never like ppl 2 bothers me when Im doing this,coz I need 2 get idea to write something out!!

4)Updating my BLOG.I know I'm not doing this always,but I intended 2 make a blog a day,which is my target or goal that I gotta achieve.When I'm doing this,yes,another 'Do Not Disturb" sign that you will find when you are about 2 enter my life.Folks,u see,when you are creating a post,you are sort of like don't like ppl 2 disturb you coz you need 2 keep on typing.Things spill out from your mind time after time,you are typing what you are trying 2 say.So,if somebody comes in suddenly,I find it uncomfortable and totally distracted.

Aiks....seems like is not yet finish with all my tasks.But anyway,above are all "what I'm busying with".If you feel bored,or if you really need me,I promise I'll try my very best 2 serve you.I may not sometimes but I hope you folks out there will not be angry with how it goes.

Devid Beside You~GREAT~

2005-11-11T01:09:00.000-08:00

Devil Beside You?What will you think when you first saw that three words??Let see,"Is it kind of horror movie??"Nope!!"Is it kind of fictions' story book??"Nope!!Ok,let me giv u a clue and put up your thinking cap again.Well,it's a movie,try translate it into chinese and see.Hooray!!!~~You got the right answer,is, Er4 Mo2 Zai4 Shen1 Bian1!!~~

Aiyo,why am I starting this post with question like that.I think I'm crazy!!Haha!!Anyway,I started watching this love story movie,not horror movie 2 days ago.I borrow it from a friend.What happen so coincidently is that she borrow me 3 out of 4 of the cds.I wasn't know about that at first.Man,everything started to go wrong then.I was watching this movie,so crazy of "chasing" this movie.When I'm watching the last piece of the cd,I thought I'm gonna finish it.I thought I'll get 2 watch the so great and touching ending soon. I find it weird then. Why is the main actor didn't solve his probes yet??How about the other pair??How are they gonna face the obstacle,which the girl's father do not allow her daughter 2 follow the guy??How??I was wondering.And from that,I knew something must have goes wrong.I phoned my friend,times after times but she didn't switch on her phone.I even called 2 her home,but nobody pick up the phone call.

Aikz.....Finally,I get through her and ask about it.Only then she told me that she didn't give it 2 me coz the cd was in her bro's room.Whew.....what a close shave.I thought she gave me already and I lost it. I thought I'll never get da chance 2 see the happy ending coz when you put in so much effort in it,you tend 2 demand something back.You want something back.For thing like this,yes,you can always demand,you can always ask coz most of the time,you will get it.But when it comes 2 love,You can't ask,nor you can demand.When you put in so much of love in someone,never expect returns and reply.That's my principals of loving someone.Although it seems a bit harsh,or is it unbelievable,but I don't care.I just hope the person that I loves knows,I think my world will be wonderful.As long as she is in my heart,and I'm in hers,well, what else should I ask for right?

Ok,that's all for 2day lo....gonna get ready for my "dono who"'s wedding.Ciao...c u guys later!!~Thx 4da support for viewing my BLOG~

(Don't be serious man!!!Cheer Up!!)

(I never like posing,because of u all,oklah!)

StudioTraffic,U surf and got PAID.Believe it??

2005-11-09T08:09:00.000-08:00

Hello,everyone,guess what,it's StudioTraffic!!!Im sure everyone will b curious about what the hell im talking about.Well,StudioTraffic is kind of online surfing,which means u surf automatically and got paid.

Actually I really a dono bout this website, and hell out man,i wasn't interesting in this kind of things,like u guys and gals, at first.My very first thought is,"Hey,are u sure that this work??You sure StudioTraffic won't cheat??"Man,Im sure this came accross ur mind when u visit the page,aren't u??Anyway,after having a discussion and chit chatting with my friend who found out this website,kbandito,only then I realize that it can work. It really works!!!~~I can promis u that it won't cheat coz it pays!!~~

Guys,it is always not wrong giving it a try right?All you need 2 do is take out some time and energy 2 surf,that's all!!Get da concept right,StudioTraffic is not only a place 2 make money,is a place where you learn and involve in the society.Take a look,don't hesitate 2 giv it a shot.You may visit the website through this link, http://imgodslove.StudioTrafficInc.com. Sign Up now and b my Referral!! Way 2 go,ST !!~~You rock~~

Holiday is around the corner

2005-11-07T20:32:00.000-08:00

Hooray!!!Still got three more days 2 go,it will be our 2months break,holiday!!Actually,I can't wait for the holiday,but at the same time,I got mixed feelings also,which is,I don't really want a holiday.You see,this holiday period is so long,and I'm doing nth at home,not cotributing anything to my ownself.I really feel shamed bout that.It's different than going 2 school,at least Im able 2 learn something,gaining some knowledge at school.I hope 2 have a few weeks break will do,but anyway,it's all out of my control,I can't say,"I want a few weeks holiday then I'll get it".WE must follow rules,life also.WE follow the rules of our life.

Anyway, im actually not bother bout whether the holiday's period is long or short,but I wanted 2 go to work,at least im able 2 gain sum experience thru working but my dad don't allow!!He keeps nagging and say that next year will be STPM.So,what for working??He always lament at us,want us 2 stay at home and read our book,do some revision.I know it's good to do that,but come on,it's holiday!!!Even if I'm gonna do revision,i think few hours per day is more than enough!!!~But in my dad's view,it's different.To him,is like,u must sit there the whole day and do the job!!!~Sigh,but that's my dad,Im 2 tired 2 "fight" with him.Tired!!~~I know Dad is not like that,is just that he don't want us 2 suffer in our future,he is doing all this for our own good!!I think parents are all the same,in their viewpoint,all they do is correct and for the children,but to us,the younger generation is totally different.Mayb that's the changes of the new era!!~~

Oklah,time 2 go and get ready for tuition,2pm at Tmn Sri Rambai.Ciao,c u guys later!!~~

Welcome the birth of my BLOG

2005-11-07T10:42:00.000-08:00

My first time starting 2 create a BLOG of my own,not including the one im having now,which is the one in friendster.I dono why im so interested in making my own blog this day.I really dono why,mayb mainly becoz I wanted 2 share my 2cents,my thoughts,my feelings with all u guys and gals out there.I think it will b very great sharing all we have 2others right?No matter the sad things or the happy things.I think it's also not wrong telling how u r 2day,what ya going 2 do 2molo,and share some privacy of your own.It should b very cool Im assumed.Anyhow,my first blog,hope 2 hear some wishing words from u all.Haha...nah...joking only!!!Like what my frens told me,nvr bother whether ppl go thru ur blog.I'll bear that in mind.Thank You!!~~Ok....I think that's all for now,want 2 go and get a NAP lo!!~~Bye~~

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