Tears and Fear
Tears and Fear are my obstacles in life.It breaks my heart whenever i come to think of this matter.I tried so hard not to,but guess i just could not control my mind and my heart.It has been almost a week since i came back from Genting.So many fond memories,sweet days that i wish god would stop that moment there forever.However,still the clock ticking away and i know i could not turn back the time but to cherish those moment for the rest of my life.It was such a heavy heart when i was about to send her back to Kuala Lumpur.I tried to control my tears,which i managed to while sending her to the bus station.
I walked back to the lobby and sat alone with another friend of mine.I thought everything would be alright as i know i still have plenty of time to meet her up again.However,I just could not control my feelings.I cried it out,wondering how great it is if things would stop there forever.I know it is impossible.I was hopeful that miracle would happen...guess i am stupid to think it that way huh?
How should I describe a person who cries easily?Does anyone know the suitable words or phrases to describe such person?I did not cry once,but while on the bus back to Penang,I cried again.I might seems to be a useless person,or a person who is not as strong as i am supposed to be,but i just could not help crying out.Perhaps that is the best solution to make me feel better.Or is that god wants me to cry it out just like that??I don't know!!!~
I fear of losing my precious in life.Even a little thing,i would be upset for days.I fear of things that came into my life,brought me joy,laughters and suddenly walked out of my life.I don't like the way it is but is this all part and parcel of life?Is it so that everyone should go through all this?Guess i have the answer for myself.How about you my dear friend?Have you put up your thinking cap and think of this?I hope you get the right answer for your ownself!!~God bless you guys!~
posted by ImGodsLove @ 6:01 AM
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